Irrashaimase!!

I Miss You

作詞：柯有綸　作曲：柯有綸　編曲：蔡科俊

I Miss You　I Miss You
你從來沒有離開過我的身邊
我們的感覺
好像昨天才見面
還記得三歲那一年
你帶我上第一台的摩托車
要我跟你一樣去感受
那速度那瘋狂
你的一字一句都還在我的耳邊
以前的我多麼不想聽
可是現在的我卻牢牢記在心裡
不再哭泣　不再微笑
這首歌　希望你也能夠聽的到

再會啦　再會啦
心愛的人　心甘會疼
再會啦　再會啦
心愛的人　心甘會疼

你的一字一句都還在我的耳邊
以前的我多麼不想聽

可是現在的我卻牢牢記在心裡
不再哭泣　不再微笑
這首歌　希望你也能夠聽的到
聽的到　聽的到
這聲音　是你陪我一起唱著

Oh Please 告訴我
你會再次出現在我面前
Oh Please 告訴我
要我怎麼做才對
Oh Please 告訴我
這一切一切你都聽見
Oh Please 告訴我
什麼時候可以停止我一個人
在夜裡哭泣

是這種
心痛的感覺
心碎的世界
有誰能夠了解

Its been almost 4 years since u’d left… yet d awful feeling never seems to fade… I’ve lost count of the sleepless nights or the amount of tears I shed… Nothing will ever bring u back… Nothing will ever fill up that loss in my heart because nobody can ever take your place… Just wanna say I Miss You… I really do… 

Finally… end of misery!! 2moro would b my last day of work… altho its worth getting excited since i’m gonna hv my life back… but bye bye cute Chinchilla… bye bye kai zai American Cocker pup… bye bye bunch of cute hamsters… bye bye some great frens i managed 2 make at work… n most importantly bye bye INCOME!! sigh… no more additional money 2 waste… haha~ dat’t worth crying abt… but 21 adi lo… gotta hv better time management n financial planning!! Not to mention anger management… getting heated up very easily lately… not sure if i know myself anymore. Blame it on d darn inconsiderate neighbour dat make my hse look like shit while renovating his. To hell wif his incorrigible n messy contractors…

Arggghhh… gotta leave all this behind my back n start afresh. Gotta race against time actually… my age is catching up!! :p

*21 n depressed* juz kiddin… *21 still blur* nah… *21 looking fwd* yea!!

De Great 3S’ as mentioned above refers to Sensitive, Self Centered, Selfish… Notice this, people wif any1 of the "qualities" stated above, normally have the other two attached to them as well. Funny how some people can think of nothing but themselves… few years of friendship means nothing when compared to a few minutes of detour. Yes… this is the society nowadays. It doesn’t matter if that’s the least one can do, cuz one can only see how it inconvenient themselves, and not others. Furthermore,  no contribution doesn’t bite one either… because one have a thousand excuses to defend one’s self. A round of applause and also a toast to those who only sees I, Me and Myself in their own lil’ dictionary.

Can’t believe I actually hv d chance to sit by my comp at 1:30pm, thinking of wat 2 do nx… Life has been such a rush lately… Hardly hv time 2 pause 4 a breather. Hopefully by Sept I can start a fresh… don’t wanna rush here n there anymore…

Funny how God made every1 different, some individuals r created wif such complication dat u need endless patience to adapt to their demanding n unreasonable behaviour. Its okay… I can pass thru this… I know I can…

I really don’t get it… how come some parents can be so ignorant and irresponsible… Working in d petshop for d past one month had been a near-complete nitemare… well its not so much on d crazy long hours or repeating workload… its really d people who visit d shop. i mean its not like i’m prejudice or discriminating… but does a particular area determine d status n class of people?

I can barely xpress in words how i hate Saturdays n Sundays… when a big bunch of kids starts chasing each other around d store, screaming on top of their voices, and banging against every animal cage they can possibly find… yea yea… kids will alwiz b kids u’d say, but what happens when their absurd behaviour starts to get out of hand?

We hv this squirrel cage right before our counter, n d kids juz can’t leave d passion of sticking their finger in it. Sad 2 say d squirrels r not as cute as they appear to be, n they actually bite… fine, d kids can’t read… cuz they r still small… how abt their parents or guardians?? "PLEASE DO NOT PUT YOUR FINGER IN THE CAGE" is this not simple English?  -_-"’

And wat really cracks me up is dat d parents couldn’t b bothered whenever their kids r behaving like hooligans… which i guess indirectly sends an implied consent towards their kid’s "amazing" actions.

Well… i hope i’ll play a considerable role in parenting in d future… bcuz how pathetic a child behaves totally reflects on wat a failure d parent is.

Yikes~ I’m down wif flu n sore throat… yet again… y isit dat I fall sick so often? In a way, its a gd thing though… I finally get 2 catch up wif some sleep. Ever since I started working as a full time basis in d petshop… I hardly have enuff time 2 take care of my stuff n rest… this is d price 2 pay 4 being Money’s slave. :p

Well hopefully all sacrifices will b paid off when i receive my pay cheque end of d month… haha~ n as for now… plz get well a.s.a.p Melissa Lee!!

Shit… its 5.30am n i’m still wide awake… can’t believe i haven’t slept at all. Well exam’s over… but its actually juz beginning. Really not sure if i hv d courage 2 face d dreadful outcome.

Sometimes i wonder, how nice it would b if i could juz take one day off n not b Melissa for a change… wanna do stuff dat i can’t do while i’m Melissa… wanna b freed from stress dat is constantly faced by Melissa… wanna think from a wider presepective unlike Melissa…

Yikes…

Anyway…

Dear God, if u r reading this… i’m juz kiddin… its plain releasing tension… i still wanna b Melissa okay.

*sigh* can’t believe i’m 20 adi!! goodbye my sweet teenage years… n welcome my evil reality… arrggghhh!! feel damn old la! i wanna b 17 again… SPM… study, eat, sleep, tv, yakking on d phone… my life was plain, w/out any worries… everyday to school is nth but fun, where my gals n i gather n talk bout crappy stuff, crack stupid jokes, n imagine how wonderful n exciting our future would b…

yikes~ gone were d days… now i’m 20… w/out any accomplishment… striving to pass my stupid LLB… wonder if i’ve made d wrong choice by taking this insane-bored-to-hell course…

well life is such…

Yikes… hv been sick for few days now… damn cham… stupid medicine won’t help 1… still sore throat n flu… *sigh*

i wanna get well la… i wanna eat ice-cream… chocholates… potato chips… popcorn… sob sob…

Having baptised my 3-month old labrador retriever, (not officially) as Chesterfur Chestnut Lee (Chester in short)… we expected him 2 b a obedient n gd… but it turned up d total opposite!! At 1st we tot it was his teething problem, so he couldn’t resist bitting stuff… now dat its getting so much more serious, he even bite human being’s hands n legs… its really driving every1 who cums 2 my hse crazy. *sigh* not only dat, he eats insects, his own pooh, (eww!) n watever dat is edible n non-edible, (definitely gotta trust me on this 1!!)

Well… basically he’s really pissing every1 off… nvr get tricked by his innocent facial expression, he’s a real pain!! yikes!! then again… i can’t imagine my life w/out him… hmm… i guess i’ll bcum bored n alone, cuz i spend most of d time alone at home… so wif his presence, it kinda keeps me accompany… gees… hope he’ll mature n bcum a lovable dog…